BirchLane.net
October 2007
updating on 10/31
Wednesday 31
Halloween.

Early Halloween morning looking out my window.
And what is Halloween without some color:

Early Halloween morning; a friend write "this photograph is
beautiful and so are you."
Tuesday 30
Eggplant Parmigiana. I forgot to
photograph the eggplant parmigiana I made tonight. But it was
delicious. This is what I did:
- Sliced eggplant into 1/4 inch pieces.
- Salted both sides of each piece, placed on towel
(single layer).
- Placed another towel on top, upon which I place a
heavy cast iron skillet.
- Allowed to sit on counter all day.
- Dredged each piece in flour.
- Dipped each piece into slightly beaten eggs.
- Dredged each piece in bread crumbs.
- Put all eggplant pieces into fridge for 1/2 hour.
- Poured 1/4 cup+ olive oil into large cast iron
skillet.
- Put three cloves garlic, sliced in half into
skillet.
- Heated skillet over medium heat.
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Monday 29
La Jette. One of my favorite movies
is La Jette and I knew

Brittany Dawn Brannon. Miss Teen America. 2007. Bradley Airport.
Windsor, CT.
Sunday 28
Pageant. A long, beautiful day. A
day that began with a group portrait at 8:30 a.m. and ended with
a portrait of the new Miss Junior Teen America at 8:00 p.m.
Saturday 27
Pageant. A day of rehearsals.
Friday 26
Pageant. I am back at The Miss
Junior Teen America Pageant today (and for the weekend).
Thursday 25
Hyman. New site online.
Wednesday 24
Lyalya. All of Lyalya's work now
online. I am moved. Go here:
Username = The Art of Lyalya. Password = 13265. Enter
appropriate information on next web-page. Click "Log-in." Watch
as Webshow.
Tuesday 23
Dad.
Sunday 21

Saturday 20
Recipes for Success. (I am going to
scan all my favorite recipes and assemble into a book with
photos)

Friday 19
Three.
I.
My neighbor worked at the
State Hospital.
In the basement, he tells me,
along the dark basement corridors
Always someone is moving.
II.
There is no more wine.
Here, drink this.
Show me a sign.
Give me a plan.
Who are you?
Where are you going?
Where is home?
Was it a dream?
Or a miracle?
I am here.
III.
Put your trust in God.
My mother was a saint.
To this day.
I hear the birds soaring.
Our purpose in life.
God has a master plan.
The leaves are ablaze.
When the phone rings.
I hope it is you.

Thursday 18
Color Field.

Wednesday 17
Another Envelope. In today's mail
another small envelope. Gold lettered. Inside a small card.
|
I Am Open And Receptive To New
Avenues of Income.
I now receive my good from
expected and unexpected sources. I am an unlimited
being, accepting from an unlimited source, in an
unlimited way. I am blessed beyond my fondest
dreams. |
Tuesday 16
Spot Color. My agent, Stephanie,
who has already booked four weddings for me to photograph in
2008, tells me if I learn to spot color and give her images of this,
she can book dozens and dozens of wedding for me. She says every
bride-to-be asks about it. This is my first attempt:

There was a time when I read at least one
poem every single day. A minister once said to me, "Poems are
like prayers." I agree. I read this one today:
Losing a Language
A breath leaves the sentences and does not come back
yet the old still remember something that they could say
but they know now that such things are no longer believed
and the young have fewer words
many of the things the words were about
no longer exist
the noun for standing in mist by a haunted tree
the verb for I
the children will not repeat
the phrases their parents speak
somebody has persuaded them
that it is better to say everything differently
so that they can be admired somewhere
farther and farther away
where nothing that is here is known
we have little to say to each other
we are wrong and dark
in the eyes of the new owners
the radio is incomprehensible
the day is glass
when there is a voice at the door it is foreign
everywhere instead of a name there is a lie
nobody has seen it happening
nobody remembers
this is what the words were made
to prophesy
here are the extinct feathers
here is the rain we saw
~W.S. Merwin, from The Rain in the Trees, 1988,
Knopf.
Monday 15
The Red Crayon. Red sky in morning.

And in today's mail, an envelope; my name and
address written in large block letters with a red crayon. A
heart sticker. Inside
a small card.
|
As I Say "Yes" To Life, Life Says
"Yes" To Me.
Life mirrors my every thoughts. As
I keep my thoughts positive, Life brings to me only
good experience. |
Sunday 14
Brunch. Susan and I had brunch with
a few neighbors this morning. We then went for a drive. We
stopped at Fitzgerald Lake. We drove through Williamsburg. It
was a glorious afternoon. I said to Susan, "We have seen so many
beautiful things today all we need to see now is a bear." Well,
from my lips to God's ears. Minutes later a bear ran out on to
the street right in front of us.

Saturday 13.
The Little Helper.
Friday 12
Color Field.

Tuesday 09
Meditation.
"O Lord, make me an instrument of Thy Peace!
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
Where there is injury, pardon;
Where there is discord, harmony;
Where there is doubt, faith;
Where there is despair, hope;
Where there is darkness, light, and
Where there is sorrow, joy.
Oh Divine Master, grant that I may not
so much seek to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand; to be loved
as to love; for it is in giving that we receive;
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
and it is in dying that we are born to Eternal
Life."~St.
Francis of Assisi |

Monday 08

Sunday 07
Sold. A print of this sold at my
recent exhibition.

Saturday 06
Walking Around Easthampton.

Friday 05
Mom. My sister, Darlene, writes to
me today:
|
This is
the day the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be
glad in it…
Today is
my Mom’s Birthday. |

Thursday 04
Howie. My neighbor died. Howie was
his name. He was in Virginia. He was working. Howie. He created
and manufactured leather accessories for Harley-Davidson
dealers. Call 911 he said. Howie. He had a heart attack. He had
a passion for his work. And he also had a passion for
photography. It was, in fact, a photo of his that placed my life
and Susan's together. I was having a drink at The Apollo Grill.
I was reading the magazine Art on Paper. After a few minutes a
woman walked in and sat down next to me. She smiled. I smiled.
She ordered a glass of wine and crab cakes. I continued to read
my magazine. Twenty, thirty minutes and in walked Howie. He was
holding a stack of photographs. "Bruce," he said. "You got to
see this photograph!" He stood between Susan and I. I don't
remember where he said he took the photograph but I did get to
see thousands of his images today, sitting at his computer with
his son, looking for this one image. "You are walking in my
Dad's shoes," he said. "Seeing what he saw the last few days of
his life." We found the photo, which is pictured here:

Howie left. Susan and I continued to talk.
Howie had a great passion and love for
nature. In his honor; this photograph of Fitzgerald Lake.

Wednesday 03
Howl. Today, tomorrow, this week
marks the 50th anniversary of a court ruling that found Allen
Ginsberg's "Howl" had "redeeming social importance" and was thus
not obscene.
The poem begins:
I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by
madness, starving hysterical naked,
dragging themselves through the negro streets at dawn
looking for an angry fix,
angelheaded hipsters burning for the ancient heavenly
connection to the starry dynamo in the machinery of night,
who poverty and tatters and hollow-eyed and high sat
up smoking in the supernatural darkness of
cold-water flats floating across the tops of cities
contemplating jazz,
more here
A Muse Unplugged
Published: October 8, 2007, New York
Times
At the height of his bardic powers,
Allen Ginsberg could terrify the
authorities with the mere utterance of
the syllable “om” as he led street
throngs of citizens protesting the
Vietnam War. Ginsberg reigned as the
raucous poet of American hippiedom and
as a literary pioneer whose freewheeling
masterwork “Howl” prevailed against
government censorship in a landmark
obscenity trial 50 years ago.It is
with a queasy feeling of history in
retreat that poetry lovers discover that
WBAI, long the radio flagship of cocky
resistance to government excess, decided
last week that it couldn’t risk a 50th
anniversary broadcast of the late poet’s
recording of “Howl.” The station
retreated out of fear that the Federal
Communications Commission would levy
large obscenity fines that might
bankrupt the small-budget station.
The retreat was hardly an exercise of
the sort of rhetorical paranoia that
listeners rate as part of the charm of
WBAI, an outlet with a brave history in
broadcasting such free speech as George
Carlin’s comedic “seven dirty words.”
No, this time the broadcaster had to be
mindful that the F.C.C. had already
fined CBS $550,000 for its absurd
nanosecond telecast of Janet Jackson’s
“wardrobe malfunction.” Stations are
rightly worried these days that airing
“fleeting expletives” can cost them
hundreds of thousands of dollars a pop.
The result is a growing tendency
toward self-censorship. WBAI is hardly
alone in flinching. Public broadcasting
stations already are editing Ken Burns’s
new documentary on World War II,
eliminating pungent four-letter talk
from the eyewitness accounts of G.I.
Joe.
If Ginsberg were still with us, he
would undoubtedly pen a mocking line or
two about his poem being banned from the
airwaves 50 years after it was ruled not
to be obscene. Congress, of course,
could redress the F.C.C.’s bullying
powers if it wanted to. But lately, the
Capitol’s most energetic broadcast
agenda has been conservative members’
organizing against any attempt to
restore the fairness doctrine to
political broadcast, which could crimp
the 24/7 rants of right-wing talk radio.
The poet would understand, having once
noted: “Whoever controls the media, the
images, controls the culture.”
|
And from Kaddish, Part I:
Strange now to think of
you, gone without corsets & eyes, while
I walk on
the sunny pavement of
Greenwich Village.
downtown Manhattan, clear winter
noon, and I've been up all night,
talking,
talking, reading the
Kaddish aloud, listening to Ray Charles
blues
shout blind on the
phonograph
the rhythm the rhythm--and your
memory in my head three years after--
And read Adonais' last
triumphant stanzas aloud--wept,
realizing
how we suffer--
And how Death is that remedy all
singers dream of, sing, remember,
prophesy as in the
Hebrew Anthem, or the Buddhist Book of
An-
swers--and my own
imagination of a withered leaf--at
dawn--
Dreaming back thru life, Your
time--and mine accelerating toward Apoca-
lypse,
the final moment--the flower burning
in the Day--and what comes after,
looking back on the mind itself that
saw an American city
a flash away, and the great dream of
Me or China, or you and a phantom
Russia, or a crumpled
bed that never existed--
like a poem in the dark--escaped
back to Oblivion--
No more to say, and nothing to weep
for but the Beings in the Dream,
trapped in its
disappearance,
sighing, screaming with it, buying
and selling pieces of phantom, worship-
ping each other,
worshipping the God included in it
all--longing or inevitability?--while it
lasts, a
Vision--anything more?
Allen
Ginsberg at Wikipedia.
And a memory: seeing him read at the State
University in Purchase. The gym packed with hundreds of people!
Tuesday 02
Brides Love Bruce.

Monday 01
The Art Project. Yesterday my
client and I agreed to finish the DVD of his mother's art by the
end of the month. He gave me a gift; a limited edition of
The Journal of
Contemporary Photography:
Volume VI,
an international survey titled Flesh and Spirit,
combines the images of some of the finest contemporary Belgian,
Brazilian, Chinese, English, French, Greek, Mexican, Spanish,
and American photographers with the writings of many of the most
respected novelists, playwrights, poets, and historians.
Flesh and Spirit includes newly commissioned work by
writers Edward Albee, Ann Beattie, Robert Olen Butler, Annie
Dillard, Fang Jing Pei, Ann Patchett, Edmund White, Lance Speer
and many others. I enjoy looking at the meditative and painterly
photographs of Don Hong-Oai.

