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October 2007

updating on 10/31

Wednesday 31

Halloween.

Early Halloween morning looking out my window.

And what is Halloween without some color:

Early Halloween morning; a friend write "this photograph is beautiful and so are you."

Tuesday 30

Eggplant Parmigiana. I forgot to photograph the eggplant parmigiana I made tonight. But it was delicious. This is what I did:

  1. Sliced eggplant into 1/4 inch pieces.
  2. Salted both sides of each piece, placed on towel (single layer).
  3. Placed another towel on top, upon which I place a heavy cast iron skillet.
  4. Allowed to sit on counter all day.
  5. Dredged each piece in flour.
  6. Dipped each piece into slightly beaten eggs.
  7. Dredged each piece in bread crumbs.
  8. Put all eggplant pieces into fridge for 1/2 hour.
  9. Poured 1/4 cup+ olive oil into large cast iron skillet.
  10. Put three cloves garlic, sliced in half into skillet.
  11. Heated skillet over medium heat.
  12.  

Monday 29

La Jette. One of my favorite movies is La Jette and I knew


Brittany Dawn Brannon. Miss Teen America. 2007. Bradley Airport. Windsor, CT.

Sunday 28

Pageant. A long, beautiful day. A day that began with a group portrait at 8:30 a.m. and ended with a portrait of the new Miss Junior Teen America at 8:00 p.m.

 

Saturday 27

Pageant.  A day of rehearsals.

 

Friday 26

Pageant. I am back at The Miss Junior Teen America Pageant today (and for the weekend).

 

Thursday 25

Hyman. New site online.

 

Wednesday 24

Lyalya. All of Lyalya's work now online. I am moved. Go here: Username = The Art of Lyalya. Password = 13265. Enter appropriate information on next web-page. Click "Log-in." Watch as Webshow.

Tuesday 23

Dad.

 

Sunday 21

Saturday 20

Recipes for Success. (I am going to scan all my favorite recipes and assemble into a book with photos)

Friday 19

Three.

I.

My neighbor worked at the State Hospital.
In the basement, he tells me,
along the dark basement corridors

Always someone is moving.

II.

There is no more wine.
Here, drink this.
Show me a sign.
Give me a plan.
Who are you?
Where are you going?
Where is home?
Was it a dream?
Or a miracle?
I am here.

III.

Put your trust in God.
My mother was a saint.
To this day.
I hear the birds soaring.
Our purpose in life.
God has a master plan.
The leaves are ablaze.
When the phone rings.
I hope it is you.

Thursday 18

Color Field.

Wednesday 17

Another Envelope. In today's mail another small envelope. Gold lettered. Inside a small card.

I Am Open And Receptive To New Avenues of Income.

I now receive my good from expected and unexpected sources. I am an unlimited being, accepting from an unlimited source, in an unlimited way. I am blessed beyond my fondest dreams.

Tuesday 16

Spot Color. My agent, Stephanie, who has already booked four weddings for me to photograph in 2008, tells me if I learn to spot color and give her images of this, she can book dozens and dozens of wedding for me. She says every bride-to-be asks about it. This is my first attempt:

There was a time when I read at least one poem every single day. A minister once said to me, "Poems are like prayers." I agree. I read this one today:

Losing a Language

A breath leaves the sentences and does not come back
yet the old still remember something that they could say

but they know now that such things are no longer believed
and the young have fewer words

many of the things the words were about
no longer exist

the noun for standing in mist by a haunted tree
the verb for I

the children will not repeat
the phrases their parents speak

somebody has persuaded them
that it is better to say everything differently

so that they can be admired somewhere
farther and farther away

where nothing that is here is known
we have little to say to each other

we are wrong and dark
in the eyes of the new owners

the radio is incomprehensible
the day is glass

when there is a voice at the door it is foreign
everywhere instead of a name there is a lie

nobody has seen it happening
nobody remembers

this is what the words were made
to prophesy

here are the extinct feathers
here is the rain we saw
 

~W.S. Merwin, from The Rain in the Trees, 1988, Knopf.

Monday 15

The Red Crayon. Red sky in morning.

And in today's mail, an envelope; my name and address written in large block letters with a red crayon. A heart sticker. Inside a small card.

As I Say "Yes" To Life, Life Says "Yes" To Me.

Life mirrors my every thoughts. As I keep my thoughts positive, Life brings to me only good experience.

Sunday 14

Brunch. Susan and I had brunch with a few neighbors this morning. We then went for a drive. We stopped at Fitzgerald Lake. We drove through Williamsburg. It was a glorious afternoon. I said to Susan, "We have seen so many beautiful things today all we need to see now is a bear." Well, from my lips to God's ears. Minutes later a bear ran out on to the street right in front of us.

Saturday 13.

The Little Helper.

 

Friday 12

Color Field.

Tuesday 09

Meditation.

"O Lord, make me an instrument of Thy Peace!
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
Where there is injury, pardon;
Where there is discord, harmony;
Where there is doubt, faith;
Where there is despair, hope;
Where there is darkness, light, and
Where there is sorrow, joy.
Oh Divine Master, grant that I may not
so much seek to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand; to be loved
as to love; for it is in giving that we receive;
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
and it is in dying that we are born to Eternal Life."

~St. Francis of Assisi

Monday 08

Sunday 07

Sold. A print of this sold at my recent exhibition.

Saturday 06

Walking Around Easthampton.

Friday 05

Mom. My sister, Darlene, writes to me today:

This is the day the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in it… 

Today is my Mom’s Birthday.

Thursday 04

Howie. My neighbor died. Howie was his name. He was in Virginia. He was working. Howie. He created and manufactured leather accessories for Harley-Davidson dealers. Call 911 he said. Howie. He had a heart attack. He had a passion for his work. And he also had a passion for photography. It was, in fact, a photo of his that placed my life and Susan's together. I was having a drink at The Apollo Grill. I was reading the magazine Art on Paper. After a few minutes a woman walked in and sat down next to me. She smiled. I smiled. She ordered a glass of wine and crab cakes. I continued to read my magazine. Twenty, thirty minutes and in walked Howie. He was holding a stack of photographs. "Bruce," he said. "You got to see this photograph!" He stood between Susan and I. I don't remember where he said he took the photograph but I did get to see thousands of his images today, sitting at his computer with his son, looking for this one image. "You are walking in my Dad's shoes," he said. "Seeing what he saw the last few days of his life." We found the photo, which is pictured here:

Howie left. Susan and I continued to talk.

Howie had a great passion and love for nature. In his honor; this photograph of Fitzgerald Lake.

Wednesday 03

Howl. Today, tomorrow, this week marks the 50th anniversary of a court ruling that found Allen Ginsberg's "Howl" had "redeeming social importance" and was thus not obscene.

The poem begins:

I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by
madness, starving hysterical naked,
dragging themselves through the negro streets at dawn
looking for an angry fix,
angelheaded hipsters burning for the ancient heavenly
connection to the starry dynamo in the machinery of night,
who poverty and tatters and hollow-eyed and high sat
up smoking in the supernatural darkness of
cold-water flats floating across the tops of cities
contemplating jazz,

more here

A Muse Unplugged

 
Published: October 8, 2007, New York Times
 
At the height of his bardic powers, Allen Ginsberg could terrify the authorities with the mere utterance of the syllable “om” as he led street throngs of citizens protesting the Vietnam War. Ginsberg reigned as the raucous poet of American hippiedom and as a literary pioneer whose freewheeling masterwork “Howl” prevailed against government censorship in a landmark obscenity trial 50 years ago.

It is with a queasy feeling of history in retreat that poetry lovers discover that WBAI, long the radio flagship of cocky resistance to government excess, decided last week that it couldn’t risk a 50th anniversary broadcast of the late poet’s recording of “Howl.” The station retreated out of fear that the Federal Communications Commission would levy large obscenity fines that might bankrupt the small-budget station.

The retreat was hardly an exercise of the sort of rhetorical paranoia that listeners rate as part of the charm of WBAI, an outlet with a brave history in broadcasting such free speech as George Carlin’s comedic “seven dirty words.” No, this time the broadcaster had to be mindful that the F.C.C. had already fined CBS $550,000 for its absurd nanosecond telecast of Janet Jackson’s “wardrobe malfunction.” Stations are rightly worried these days that airing “fleeting expletives” can cost them hundreds of thousands of dollars a pop.

The result is a growing tendency toward self-censorship. WBAI is hardly alone in flinching. Public broadcasting stations already are editing Ken Burns’s new documentary on World War II, eliminating pungent four-letter talk from the eyewitness accounts of G.I. Joe.

If Ginsberg were still with us, he would undoubtedly pen a mocking line or two about his poem being banned from the airwaves 50 years after it was ruled not to be obscene. Congress, of course, could redress the F.C.C.’s bullying powers if it wanted to. But lately, the Capitol’s most energetic broadcast agenda has been conservative members’ organizing against any attempt to restore the fairness doctrine to political broadcast, which could crimp the 24/7 rants of right-wing talk radio. The poet would understand, having once noted: “Whoever controls the media, the images, controls the culture.”

 

And from Kaddish, Part I:

Strange now to think of you, gone without corsets & eyes, while I walk on

   the sunny pavement of Greenwich Village.

downtown Manhattan, clear winter noon, and I've been up all night, talking,

   talking, reading the Kaddish aloud, listening to Ray Charles blues

   shout blind on the phonograph

the rhythm the rhythm--and your memory in my head three years after--

   And read Adonais' last triumphant stanzas aloud--wept, realizing

   how we suffer--

And how Death is that remedy all singers dream of, sing, remember,

   prophesy as in the Hebrew Anthem, or the Buddhist Book of An-

   swers--and my own imagination of a withered leaf--at dawn--

Dreaming back thru life, Your time--and mine accelerating toward Apoca-

   lypse,

the final moment--the flower burning in the Day--and what comes after,

looking back on the mind itself that saw an American city

a flash away, and the great dream of Me or China, or you and a phantom

   Russia, or a crumpled bed that never existed--

like a poem in the dark--escaped back to Oblivion--

No more to say, and nothing to weep for but the Beings in the Dream,

   trapped in its disappearance,

sighing, screaming with it, buying and selling pieces of phantom, worship-

   ping each other,

worshipping the God included in it all--longing or inevitability?--while it

   lasts, a Vision--anything more?
 

Allen Ginsberg at Wikipedia.

And a memory: seeing him read at the State University in Purchase. The gym packed with hundreds of people!

Tuesday 02

Brides Love Bruce.

Monday 01

The Art Project. Yesterday my client and I agreed to finish the DVD of his mother's art by the end of the month. He gave me a gift; a limited edition of The Journal of Contemporary Photography: Volume VI, an international survey titled Flesh and Spirit, combines the images of some of the finest contemporary Belgian, Brazilian, Chinese, English, French, Greek, Mexican, Spanish, and American photographers with the writings of many of the most respected novelists, playwrights, poets, and historians. Flesh and Spirit includes newly commissioned work by writers Edward Albee, Ann Beattie, Robert Olen Butler, Annie Dillard, Fang Jing Pei, Ann Patchett, Edmund White, Lance Speer and many others. I enjoy looking at the meditative and painterly photographs of Don Hong-Oai.