BirchLane.net
July 2005
Sunday 31 (editing; words and images)
Ian and Ibby.

Saturday 30
Plastics. T-shirts.
For reference:
Friday 29

My moto: PIED (FEET)
Patience
Integrity
Equilibrium
Discipline
Thursday 28


Wednesday 27

Tuesday 26
Sad Story. I photographed a handsome
young man today. A high school football player. Working three jobs
this summer; one for his church preparing meals for shut-ins. He had
a beautiful smile. He told me he did want to smile for any of the
photographs. I asked him why. He said his smile made him look like
his dad. He said he didn't want to look like his dad. He said
his dad abandoned him (and his younger two brothers and two sisters)
and moved to Florida. "He always has an excuse why he can't see me,"
he said. I could have cried and I saw tears welling up in his eyes.


Monday 25
Photo Project Ideas.
- Hot Dog Stands
- Photos of the future
- Photos of loneliness (slide at pool
below)
- Maxfield Parrish-inspired images

And nudes?

Sunday 24
Day Trip.
I have been feeling rather lonely lately
which seems to coincide with a sense of lethargy. This morning I
decided to take a trip. With no particular destination in mind,
except west, I was in my car at 10:15 driving along country roads;
minutes into the drive Ernest Bloch's
Barber & Walton:
Violin Concertos came on the radio. I drove past this swimming
hole, then quiet and without any swimmers, stopped the car and took
a photograph:

My next stop was
Chester-Blandford State Forest, where I hiked for a good two
hours. I took a few photographs, none of which I liked, except for
this one:

I continued west and stopped at
Jacob's Pillow to
pick up a brochure in hopes there might still be time to attend a
free summer performance. Next destination:
Wahconah
Falls State Park. The last time I visited this park was
years ago when Danielle had a softball game in Pittsfield. It was a
tournament and between games a few of us spent an hour in the pool
at the bottom of the falls. I plan to come back here soon and hike
the falls. Today I simply rested on the rocks and dove into the
chilly water.

At Wahconah Falls, I met Maya and Andrew (It
was their one-year anniversary and they asked me to photograph them,
which I did) who suggested I might enjoy
Windsor
Jambs; cascading falls that plunge through a 25-foot gorge,
with 80-foot-high perpendicular granite walls rising on either side.
It was on my way home so I stopped
here, too. I walked in awe. It is a magical place.

Saturday 23
Work. Nap. Read.
I Feel the Dead
I feel the dead in the cold of violets
And that great vagueness in the moon.
The earth is doomed to be a ghost,
She who rocks all death in herself.
I know I sing at the edge of silence,
I know I dance around suspension,
Possess around dispossession.
I know I pass around the mute dead
And hold within myself my own death.
But I have lost my being in so many beings,
Died my life so many times,
Kissed my ghosts so many times,
Known nothing of my acts so many times,
That death will be simply like going
From inside the house into the street
~by
Sophia De Mello Breyner
November 1919--July 2004
"Sophia
de Mello Breyner writes from a world of white beaches
and glittering light reflecting both from the Atlantic
Ocean that washes the shores of Portugal and the sea
surrounding the Greek islands. Portugal and Greece: the
open Atlantic, the closed Aegean – the two geographic
extremes of Europe. Unified by the light and the sea
wind, territory of birds, trees, and the moon, it is a
world inhabited more by elements and angels and gods
than by humans.… The Ancient Greek world, the past
glories of the Portuguese navigators, the life and work
of the great twentieth century Portuguese poet Fernando
Pessoa – all resonate through her poetry."
~Ruth
Fainlight |
Friday 22
I went to a party. (more about this
later)

Thursday 21
Heaven & Nature.

"People with sunny natures do seem to
live longer than people who are nervous
wrecks: yet mankind didn't evolve out of
the animal kingdom by being unduly
sunny-minded. Life was fearful and
phantasmagoric, supernatural and
preternatural, as well as encompassing
the kind of clockwork regularity of our
well-governed day... it was not just our
optimism but our pessimistic
premonitions, our dark moments as a
species, our irrational, frightful
speculations, our strange mutations upon
the simple theme of love, and our
sleepless, obsessive inventiveness-our
dread as well as our faith-that made us
human beings." -Edward Hoagland, "Heaven and Nature"
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Todd Essick
Wednesday 20 (editing and writing)
The Killer Sea Turtles. After a night
of restless sleep and dreams I did not wish to dream, I woke to a
blue sky and a green mountain range; not gray and misty as the past
few days but glorious and colorful and beckoning me out of the loft
toward adventure.

I should have known the red sky Tuesday night foretold a
delightful Wednesday.

I arrived at D.A.R. State Forest around noon. My friend
Jessica from the photography studio told me about the killer sea
turtles. They ate her ducks she said. They ate her chickens. They
ate her neighbors pigs and cows. This was when she lived in Maine
where these kind of things happen she said. The killer sea turtles
moved. She heard this from a reliable source. Maybe, I thought, they
moved to D.A.R. State Forest.

I looked among the reeds
I was alone when I first arrived
Later two older couples
I dreamed that the Killer Sea Turtles were the way they were
because their mom and dad abandoned them and they became the Gang
of
I put my book down and dreamed tics bore down into my scalp and
when I woke--in my dream--days later, five small black balloons were
attached to my head.
And then a family of five and others arrived
Suddenly I felt alone, and lonely, and wondered if I found the
Killer Sea Turtles

And in the shimmering shallow water I thought at last I had found
them

It was 3:30 when I left and on my way home I stopped at the
Williamsburg Country Store for a root bear float and I think I sat in the
same seat my friend Jennifer sat and I contemplated her conversion
with her daughter.
Tuesday 19
Columbus Circle. I was, I recall, on my
way to The New York Coliseum to take photographs of the Hearst
Magazines' Motor Boating & Sailing booth (and people) at the Boat
Show. It looks like winter and the Boat Show was held, I believe, in
January. I am now reminded how I would often be asked to wander the
city to take photographs for either our company publication or the
presidents slide show presentations, which were given at conferences
around the country; I also wrote his scripts. How, I wonder, this
morning, did I ever move from photography and writing to marketing
and sales. Money. I wish I knew then what I know now. Yet, how my
life has come full circle.

|
A
CRISTOFORO COLOMBO
GLI ITALIANI RESIDENTI IN AMERICA
IRRISO PRIMA
MINACCIATO DURANTE IL VIAGGIO
INCATENATO DOPO
SAPENDO ESSER GENEROSO QUANTO OPPRESSO
DONAVA UN MONDO AL MONDO.
LA GIOIA E LA GLORIA
NON EBBERO MAI PIU SOLENNE GUIDO
DI QUELLO CHE RISUONO IN VISTA
DELLA PRIMA ISOLA AMERICANA
TERRA! TERRA!
NEL 12 OTTOBRE 1892
QUARTO CENTENARIO
DELLA SCOPERTA D'AMERICA
A IMPERITURA MEMORIA
(on the other side)
TO
CHRISTOPHER COLUMBUS
THE ITALIANS RESIDENT IN AMERICA,
SCOFFED AT BEFORE,
DURING THE VOYAGE, MENACED,
AFTER IT, CHAINED,
AS GENEROUS AS OPPRESSED,
TO THE WORLD, HE GAVE A WORLD.
JOY AND GLORY
NEVER UTTERED A MORE THRILLING CALL
THAN THAT WHICH RESOUNDED
FROM THE CONQUERED OCEAN
IN SIGHT OF THE FIRST AMERICAN ISLAND
LAND! LAND!
ON THE XII OF OCTOBER MDCCCXCII
THE FOURTH CENTENARY
OF THE DISCOVERY OF AMERICA
IN IMPERISHABLE REMEMBRANCE |
Funds to build the Columbus memorial above were donated
by a group of Italian Americans through subscriptions raised by the
newspaper, Il Progresso Italo-Americano.
"...Barsotti [=
Carlo Barsotti (1850-1927), an immigrant who in 1880 founded Il
Progresso, in time the city's largest-circulation
foreign-language daily newspaper] sponsored the most spectacular of
New York's monuments that celebrate the specialness of the New
World. Gaetano Russo's Christopher Columbus monument in Columbus
Circle, unveiled in 1892 on the 400th anniversary of the Italian
explorer's discovery of America. A marble Columbus surmounts a
granite column, embellished with ship's prows and anchors like a
famous lost column of Augustus, on which the Roman emperor had hung
the prows of the ships he defeated in the Battle of Actium in 31 b.c.
..."
The marble statue of Columbus stands on granite column (70
foot high) with bronze reliefs. The three ships depicted on the
column represent the Nina, the Pinta, and the Santa Maria. The
fountain was a gift of George T. Delacorte in 1965.
On the base, facing south (primary facade):
9-foot-tall winged boy of Carrera marble, variously called "Genius
of Geography", "Genius of Columbus," or "Genius of Discovery."
A failure of imagination.
Looking out the from new new
Time Warner Center building:

Previously to The Coliseum on this site:

Built 1902-1903 as "Majestic Theatre" by John
H. Duncan for Pabst Brewing Company. Opened 21 Jan 1903 with the
world premiere of the musical, "The Wizard of Oz". Used for musical
and drama performances. 1911 renamed "Park Theatre". 1923 converted
to a cinema/vaudeville theatre and re-opened as "Cosmopolitan
Theatre". From 1944, again used as a musical and drama theatre.
1949-1954 used as television theatre by NBC. Demolished 1954 in
favour of the New York Coliseum convention center.
Monday 18
Light and Life. In his book,
Ablaze with Light and Life, photographer
Lou Stoumen wrote:
| What these memory movies bring to me now, and I'd
hope to you, is a subtle gift: intimation of our own
divinity. For if anything like God exists--and I'm open
to that possibility--such power must surely manifest not
in icon or theology but in works. A tree. A cloud. A
fish. A cell, programmed. A million suns of which one
warms us. The products of work. The process of love. A
human face. |
And then this:
| An accretion of meaning foams on the river of time.
The young woman photographed in 1937, if she still
lives, now wears a less firm skin, dyed or graying hair,
and a different grandmotherly beauty. Some others long
ago photographed--the famous, strangers in the street,
friends--no longer reflect light at all. They've become
dust. That childhood picture of myself, that wide-eyed
kid, he's become ancestor of the face in the mornings
mirror. Who is that old man in my body? |
(Aside: today I mention to someone I have a
20-year-old daughter and they say, "Oh my God, you don't look old
enough to have a 20-year old daughter.")
And here is a photo from when I worked at
Hearst Magazines. It is of Candie:

She was a secretary in a row of secretaries;
this being the years when each executive had his own secretary. She worried about her teeth and she wore
glasses. I always thought she was rather pretty and had a great
smile. And where is she now--this woman long-ago photographed?
And we find this man at the corner of Broadway
and 53rd. He looks at his watch with concern. Where was he going?
Why? What was his story? What was in his portfolio?

Sally
Gall
Sunday 17
Meditations.
In pursuit of happiness, the difficulty lies in knowing
when you have caught up.
~R.H. Grenville
I saw the angel in the marble and I just chiseled until
I set him free.
~Michelangelo
Forget mistakes. Forget failures. Forget everything
except what you’re going to do now and do it. Today is
your lucky day.
~Will Durant |
I have a new friend and though she lives
nearby she is simply an internet friend, which is charming and
wonderful in ways both magical and mysterious. Every time she writes
in her journal (now only a few weeks old) I learn more about her.
And I feel inspired. Both creatively and spiritually. She is a
mother of two teens and a gifted writer. A "student/mystic hippy
theologian/domestic bohemian" with a soft spot for Joni Mitchell and
Beth Orton. Billie Holiday and the Velvet Underground. Favorite
movies include Wild Strawberries and Paris-Texas. I quote from
her journal, which I find refreshing for its clarity of sight and
unabashed honesty; edited:
Today I took Alayna to exchange some broken earrings
she had recently bought at the Williamsburg General
Store......
Where's Tanglewood?",
she asked.
"It's in the
Berkshires"...
"Where are the
Berkshires?"
......"Do you want
to go there?" Of
course she was up
for an adventure.
So we finished
lapping up the
melting ice cream,
took a quick look at
the map confirming
we were headed in
the right direction,
and set out for
The Berkshires.
At some point in the trip (after the visit to the
Berkshires) I had decided that
Bennington
College was our destination.
Everything felt
softer, looked
greener, smelled
sweeter, and seemed
more old and alive
than in manicured
Northampton. I felt
myself relaxing. I
felt the tension in
my neck and
shoulders that has
been confounding me
and the doctors
finally melting and
I remembered, on the
spot, why I was
alive. It was one
of those moments
when all questions
are answered and
it's really very
simple.
All my stress and
grieving over the
last months about my
next steps, about
our future, about
familial relations,
about people I have
no control over,
were wiped away in
that moment. All
the goals, all the
worries, they all
pointed to the same
thing but I couldn't
uncover it, and
here, now, I can't
put it into words
but there is a
certain way
in which I want to
live my life, and I
had gotten too far
from that way. That
was all.
For Alayna there
was also a
revelation. She was
delighted with the
campus town common
and became more and
more delighted as we
explored this area
of the campus. This
was it. This was
where she wanted to
go to college! I
suspect the
experience will make
for some very good
opening lines for a
college essay.
Later, when I read
from the website
about the college's
philosophy, her eyes
were shining and she
said, "You don't
have to read anymore
Mom, I already know
it's perfect."
It's the simplest
things that are
important.
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Another new friend (a gifted teacher, art
historian, photographer) joined me today for
breakfast and a tour of the
Mount Holyoke
College Art Museum and
the
Botanic Garden/Talcott Greenhouse. The exhibition we had
wanted to see, "Architecture
of Silence: Cistercian Abbeys of France—Photographs by
David Heald,"
closed July 3, but we enjoyed paging through
the exhibition book and
touring the museum's galleries.
To
visit a Cistercian abbey is to make a voyage of
discovery, but not necessarily a physical voyage. It may
be an inward voyage, where one discovers a part of one’s
own being, an inner experience from which one seldom
returns unaltered….[I]t may be a brief and pleasant
diversion, or it may invite a change in the direction of
one’s life."
~Terryl
N. Kinder, architectural historian,
archaeologist, and editor-in-chief of Citeaux:
Commentarii cistercienses |
On our drive to Mount
Holyoke she asked me about my new project (photographing hot dog
stands) and suggested I might want to take the photos at night--at
least of the one in Holyoke, which is
illuminated at night. She referenced Hooper's painting "Nighthawks"
and not one, two or three seconds later; as the stop light turned green and we drove
forward, we saw this man walking rather quickly with a "Nighthawks"
poster tucked under his arm (prophetic my friend said):

She told me of her
project (photos of veterans) and I hoped I conveyed my thoughts
powerfully enough to her; that it is a great project and needs to be
completed and displayed and published. I would, in fact, be honored
to exhibit it and work with a local VFW to promote it; I wish I had
money to publish a monograph. Someday.
I took some photos, too;
nothing great--nevertheless, a record.
Saturday 16 (editing)
Laundry and Photography. Enjoying
scanning my negatives.

Brooklyn, 1970s

ABCNORIO, looking out gallery window (one of THE first galleries on
Lower East Side, NYC)

I just like it.
July 15
Chloe. (need to write her, our cat)
Thursday 14
The Grapevine. Our newsletter at the
studio reports:
Cicero’s Mistakes
- The delusion that personal gain is
made by crushing others.
- The tendency to worry about things
that cannot be changed or corrected.
- Insisting that a thing is impossible
because we cannot accomplish it.
- Refusing to set aside trivial
preferences.
- Neglecting development and
refinement of the mind, and not
acquiring the habit of reading and
studying.
- Attempting to compel others to
believe and live as we do.
Cicero, Roman writer and philosopher
(106-43 B.C)
|
And in the same issue of "The Grapevine:"
Harry Bullis, former
chairman of the board of General Mills, used to give his
salespeople the following advice: "Forget about the
sales you hope to make and concentrate on the service
you want to render. "
The moment people's attention is centered on service to
others, they become more dynamic, more forceful, and
harder to resist.
How can you resist someone who is trying to help you
solve a problem?
"I tell our salespeople," said Bullis, "that if they
would start out each morning with the thought, 'I want
to help as many people as possible today,' instead of 'I
want to make as many sales as possible today,' they
would find a more easy and open approach to their buyers
and they would make more sales.
"The person who goes out to help people to a happier and
easier way of life is exercising the highest type of
salesmanship. " |
Wednesday 13
Menu, Please.
Daryl's birthday dinner:
Shrimp, snap peas, and pancetta in a vodka
tomato sauce served over pasta.
Warm steak salad mixed with sliced radishes
and a sweet orange pepper.

Asbury Park, NJ
Alice Odilon
Delilah Montoya
Tuesday 12
It is almost over. Today.
Love
Love means to learn to look at yourself
The way one looks at distant things
For you are only one thing among many.
And whoever sees that way heals his heart,
Without knowing it, from various ills—
A bird and a tree say to him: Friend.
Then he wants to use himself and things
So that they stand in the glow of ripeness.
It doesn’t matter whether he knows what he serves:
Who serves best doesn’t always understand.
-Czeslaw Milosz
Optimism is essential to
achievement
and it is also the foundation of courage
and of true progress.
-Nicholas
Murray Butler
Images that do not relate to today in any way:



Monday 11
The Favorite. Today a customer told me
that the photos I took of her were her favorites. It was great to
hear as we rarely get any feedback from the customers; we being the
photographers in the studio.

Sunday 10
I woke to hear a message on my answering
machine that was left late last night. My friend said she was sad
and she had been crying all day. In a search for a few words of
comfort, I found this poem, which I did not send. Where I found the
poem, my
friend writes: "...Weigl has gained new insights into
himself and into human nature from his life experiences. Though
“What Saves Us” has a reference to Vietnam, the poem has much more
to do with “love” than it does war:"
What Saves Us
We are wrapped around each other
in
the back of my father's car
parked
in the empty lot of the high
school
of our failures, the sweat on
her neck
like oil. The next morning I
would leave
for the war and I thought I had
something
coming for that, I thought to
myself
that I would not die never
having
been inside her long body. I
pulled
her skirt above her waist like
an umbrella
inside out by the storm. I
pulled
her cotton panties up as high as
she could stand. I was on fire.
Heaven
was in sight. We were drowning
on our
tongues and I tried to tear my
pants off
when she stopped so suddenly
we were surrounded only by my
shuddering
and by the school bells grinding
in the
empty halls. She reached to find
something,
a silver crucifix on a silver
chain, the tiny savior's head
hanging
and stakes through his hands and
his feet.
She put it around my neck and
held
me so long the black wings of my
heart
were calmed. We are not always
right
about what we think will save
us.
I thought that dragging the
angel down would
save me, but instead I carried
the crucifix
in my pocket and rubbed it on my
face and lips nights the rockets
roared in.
People die sometimes so near you
you feel them struggling to
cross over,
the deep untangling, of one body
from another.
~Bruce
Weigl

Saturday 09
I woke before dawn today. Mist draped on the
mountain like a torn baby's blanket. I fell back to sleep at ten,
three, and eight. Catnaps. And again, later, at eleven, when I went
to bed and read. I wanted to read all day but I wanted to sleep,
too. I sat on the couch and read
Art on Paper. I sat
on the love seat and read
The Rings of Saturn. I sat on the futon and read
The Leopard. I made meatballs. I listened to The Who. At
the car repair shop, I read:
| The trouble with second marriages is rather like the
trouble with new shoes: they don't fit the way your old
one did. They pinch in places you are not used to
feeling pinched in. All those easy moments, the private
codes, the nicknames, the easy patterns, are gone from
you......When I said (my wife) I meant (my first wife),
not (my second). ~"Sentimental Memory." The Lone
Pilgrim,
Laurie Colwin |
Late afternoon, beautiful storms clouds rolled
over the mountain range:

Friday 08
A Poem:
Lineage
by
Jeffrey McDaniel
When I was little, I thought the word loin
and the word lion were the same thing.
I thought celibate was a kind of fish.
My parents wanted me to be well-rounded
so they threw dinner plates at each other
until I curled up into a little ball.
I've had the wind knocked out of me
but never the hurricane.
I've seen two hundred and sixty-three rats
in the past year, but never more than one at a time.
It could be the same rat, with a very high profile.
I know what it's like to wear my liver on my sleeve.
I go into department stores, looking suspicious,
approach the security guard and say
what, what, I didn't take anything.
Go ahead. Frisk me, big boy!
I go to the funerals of absolute strangers
and tell the grieving family: the soul of the deceased
is trapped inside my rib cage
and trying to reach you.
Once I thought I found love, but then I realized
I was just out of cigarettes.
Some people are boring because their parents
had boring sex the night they were conceived.
In the year thirteen hundred and thirteen,
a little boy died, who had the exact same scars as me.
One more
poem.

Thursday 07
Some Thoughts About Negatives. I have
been spending most of my free time looking at my file of
negatives--some 50,000; maybe more; who knows; it is alot. A few
thoughts: I am a great photographer; there, I said it, and I believe
it to be true; there is a powerful and consistent vision over the
course of the past 25 years. Two--I had forgotten but I have been
taking self-portraits for a very long time. Of course, at least half
of the images are pictures of Betsy and I wonder if I look hard and
long enough will I find the time when things changed.



Wednesday 06
Because it is Raining Today in New England.

F.C. Gundlach
Unrelated Images:

A few more here:
Tuesday 05



Monday 04
The Fourth of July. Holidays are the
hardest days. Betsy and Daryl are out on Cape Hatteras. Danielle is
in Vermont. The day of the tradition of the backyard barbeque has
vanished from our lives; neither steak nor salmon on the
grill--hamburgers, hotdogs and talk of colleges. Divorce changes
everything. Out early this morning on my bike; the streets are
quiet. American flags are hung from every lamp post. A little boy
peddles past me; playing cards clothes-pinned onto his spokes. A man
in a small boat fishes in the pond. One, two, three people out
walking. A dog barks.

I woke early and did two loads of laundry. On the internet I found
inspiration in two photographers:
Anita
Andrzejewska
and Aline Smithson.
I miss the beach.
"It is that way," she motioned.

And I drove to a beach late this morning but by
the time I got there the police had blocked the entrance. It was too
crowded.
So I went to Barnes & Noble and bought a few
magazines: Modern Painters and Cucina Italiana , which reminded me
how much I miss cooking. It takes a great deal of energy to cook for
one person and I often feel it simply isn't worth it; pizza rather
than an elaborate Indian meal becomes the staple. My mind drifts
back to a newspaper story:
| "Cook of the
Week, Indian Food in Hoboken:"
Bruce Barone may
be one cook who has to have a hand in every pot. That
doesn't just apply to situations, such as when he spends
seven hours by the stove preparing nine-course Indian
food meals for guests -- it appears to be in his
lifestyle as well.
Though a writer
by trade, Bruce's tastes in the arts appear as varied as
his interest in cooking different things. His Hoboken
apartment, which he shares with this wife Betsy, is a
mini-gallery of artwork, varied music, diverse reading
Employed in
Manhattan, the Ramsey natives moved to Hudson county
almost a year ago and say they find Hoboken a nice
place.
Characteristically, Bruce can quote what the 19th
century actress Fanny Kemble said about Hoboken, as well
as the Englishwoman Frances Trollope and William Cullen
Bryant. (They all heartily approved.).
Says Bruce,
"Cooking is just as creative as writing or photography.
I've been cooking ever since I remember."
The magazine
promotions man shares kitchen duties with his working
wife just as he did with college friends on Nantucket.
However, his attractive wife laughingly admits, "When
he's in the kitchen, I'm out." |
And thinking of Hoboken, here is a new scan of
a favorite old image:

Hoboken, NJ 1970's
And in keeping with the holiday:

Sunday 03
A Summer Place.

Hilton Kramer writing in the recent issue of
The New York Observer:
|
The American painter Megan Olson
(born 1971) calls the current exhibition of her
paintings Still Movement, which I take to be an
allusion to still life—an impression that’s amply
confirmed in pictures that depict the dynamic processes
of nature with a precision, stability and concreteness
that are traditionally reserved for the painting of
inert, three-dimensional objects. To this oxymoronic
endeavor Ms. Olson brings an eye that’s steeped in the
movement of the heavens as well as the ocean tides, and
a sensibility that finds in the changing character of
natural light a challenging range of pictorial subjects.
The result of this concentrated
attention to the nuances of nature is a pictorial style
that’s at once highly abstract and persuasively realist
in its fidelity to observed detail. It may be that in
the rigorous design of Ms. Olson’s pictorial structures
some viewers will discover a kinship with the
abstractionist aesthetic of Jackson Pollock’s celebrated
"drip" paintings, but it’s doubtful that any such
reference is intended by the artist. What’s more likely
is that a familiarity with abstract painting will
incline viewers to discover certain elements of
abstraction in what are essentially faithful depictions
of the natural world.
This double vision, as it may be
called, defines the essential aesthetic character of Ms.
Olson’s paintings. In studying them we find ourselves
observing the way light is refracted in watery depths
and in the changing configurations of luminescent skies.
This is not landscape or marine painting—or, for that
matter, sky-scape painting—as we usually encounter them.
There are no horizon lines to be seen and no landmarks
to direct our attention, but instead myriad close-up
views of unbounded spaces in which to observe the
metamorphic impulses of nature itself. The painstaking
detail with which each of Ms. Olson’s subjects is
rendered is itself a feat of micro-representation, and
this gives to each painting the look of an elaborate
conception that has been fully realized.
In Ms. Olson’s drawings there’s a
similar control of abundant detail. These drawings are
in themselves a significant achievement: The largest of
them in the current show—a 2003 untitled work in
watercolor on paper measuring 60 by 40 inches—is a tour
de force of such amazing mastery that it instantly
nominates itself for prompt entry into a permanent
museum collection.
It’s a characteristic of Ms. Olson’s
paintings that she favors a single color for the space
that encloses the swirling configurations of silvery
light that is her principal subject. In Fiery Ocean
(2004), for example, the swirling traces of light
disport themselves in a ruby-red sea, while in First
Light (2004) and Failing Star (2005) it’s an
oceanic blue that dominates. In every instance it’s
color that generates a sense of energy and movement. The
pictorial result is unfailingly original and compelling.
Who, then, is Megan Olson, and where
has she come from? Her dealer, Maxwell Davidson,
provides the following background in his text for the
show’s catalog:
"During the summer of 2000, Megan
Olson was a part-time staff member at the Maxwell
Davidson Gallery while she completed a three-month
independent study course towards her degree at the San
Francisco Art Institute. When we visited the project’s
unveiling we felt strongly enough about the work to
offer Megan representation. Since then, Olson has gone
on to have two very successful shows of her organic
abstractions done in a variety of mediums, but all
applied to paper. This exhibition entitled Still
Movement marks her third one-person show with the
gallery but her first experience on large-scale
canvases."
Clearly, this is an artist with a
very promising future. Meanwhile, Megan Olson: Still
Movement remains on view at the Maxwell Davidson
Gallery, 724 Fifth Avenue at 57th Street, through June
25.
You may reach Hilton Kramer via email at:
hkramer@observer.com. |
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Before I left for a walk this morning:

And further along:

And from the same issue of The New York
Observer:
| "Whenever I must make a decision, I ask the Grateful
Dead. I have a photograph of the Dead from 1966, just
after they changed their name from the Warlocks. (Pigpen
is in the picture, of course; without him, the image
would be useless.) I ask my question, aloud, to the
photo, then close my eyes and await the answer." For
example, when I had to decide whether to do this reading
(a poetry reading), I asked the Dead. Their answer was:
'Yes.' "The voice seemed to come from Phil Lesh." |
Saturday 02
Every Picture Tells a Story.




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Long is the Way and Hard
is the Road which from Hell
leads to Light
!Dante
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