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May 2005

Tuesday 31

Because of Lorinda. She had mentioned Chinese lanterns and this painting immediately came to mind; once one sees it one will never forget it (the image does not do justice to the painting which I saw five or six years ago at the Clark Art Institute):

Carnation, Lily, Lily, Rose
1885-6
174 x 153.7 cm
oil on canvas


This painting was completed over two months of autumn evenings in 1885 and then again in 1886. The two girls - Polly and Dolly - were the daughters of friends with whom John Singer Sargent was staying in the Cotswold village of Broadway.

The fact that Singer Sargent would only paint at twilight when the light was absolutely perfect accounts for the length of time it took to complete the piece. Every afternoon he would play tennis until twilight when the game was stopped. Polly and Dolly took their positions, and Singer Sargent would paint furiously for ten minutes or so until the light changed. The game would then be resumed.

The painting is from a small persons perspective. The lilies are outsized as if we're seeing them through the eyes of a child and the light from the Chinese lanterns casts a magical glow over the scene.

Jennifer Shaw.

DesireeDolron.

Emerson wrote:

The production of a work of art throws a light upon the mystery of humanity. A work of art is an abstract or epitome of the world. It is the result or expression of nature, in miniature. For although the works of nature are innumerable and all different, the result or the expression of them all is similar and single. Nature is a sea of forms radically alike and even unique. A leaf, a sunbeam, a landscape, the ocean, make an analogous impression on the mind. What is common to them all--that perfectness and harmony, is beauty.

Today I was reminded of the time I joined Alec Baldwin for breakfast.

A friend writes:

Let us not write all things as dissertation snippets, but......emulate the Chaji: one small act at a time, each executed with concentration and grace.

Soren  Kierkegaard wrote:

Most men pursue pleasure with such breathless haste that they hurry past it.
In Italy, the Citta Slow (Slow Cities) movement encourages cities to reduce noise, pollution and traffic; increase green spaces; foster local farmers and artisans; and adopt other measures designed to decrease the stress of urban life, making it more leisurely and satisfying. Carlo Petrini's Slow Food movement, boasting 78,000 members in more than 50 countries, is predicated on the idea that wholesome meals incorporating local artisanal specialties and agricultural products of sustainable farming go hand in hand with the larger aim of protecting the environment.

Slow Food.

Monday 30

Memorial Day. I woke early this morning as I have been for the past few months; between 5:00 and 5:30. I wrote and then went for a long walk. I met a woman walking her Border Collie; it was timid and took what seemed like a long time to walk toward me, slinking behind me and sniffing the bottom of my pants. She told me how she cried when she saw the old men in uniform, the veterans, in church yesterday. And I met this man in the photo who was charming and gracious and asked me what kind of photos had I taken this morning and if I was happy with what I saw. I was and I wished him a good day.

My portrait show is now hung:

Note to self: yesterday's mail brings news from MASSMoCA:

The Man with the X-Ray Eyes with Pere Ubu

An evening of terrifying sights and sounds! Cult director Roger Corman's brilliant nightmare about a scientist whose hubris leads to a frightening extra-human transformation, becomes a canvas for the legendary underground band Pere Ubu's performance. Ubu's founder David Thomas, a dark god of the avant-rock world, conducts the proceedings with menacing intensity.
 

"David Thomas' exuberant, caterwauling vocals and cheeky banter and the band's patently unorthodox numbers ... It all adds up to high art, and more importantly, great fun." -Alternative Press

Pere Ubu. And here.

Pere Ubu were the most original and important of the new wave bands. They were to the new wave what Jefferson Airplane had been to San Francisco acid rock and Pink Floyd to British psychedelic music. The eccentric personality of David Thomas dominates their career from beginning to end, although the group has also featured other musicians of great stature.

~from here

I know, I should probably be reading some Milan Kundera right now; and I shall--later. But first I want to listen to The Modern Dance.

And I want to address a thought a friend expressed to me today: "I think the internet allows us to explore friendships and interests beyond the normal realm of our scope yet it also leads to a false sense of intimacy due to its anonymity."

Holidays are the hardest days.

Sunday 29

Odds and Ends. Remember that story about the Pollock paintings?

...in the two weeks since the news of the works' existence - delivered with the help of a Web site and a flurry of press releases - an intense and at times personal battle over who really painted them has been shaping up within a small, once unified group of the world's leading Pollock experts.

The case - evoking the inevitable images of the Cedar Bar and the heyday of the New York School - has cast a new spotlight on the contentious field of art authentication, in which paper trails can remain shadowy, doubts can linger for decades and even experts sure of their findings are often afraid to speak because of the threat of lawsuits. Within this world, the work of authenticating Pollocks has been particularly divisive. This is partly because of the sheer quantity of paintings that have surfaced since the artist died in 1956; forgers apparently feel that faking his frenetic drips is easier than, say, faking a Raphael. And because of the seven-figure prices that real Pollocks command, fights over authenticity nearly always end up in the courts and in the news. (Some experts have speculated that if real, the newly discovered works could collectively fetch as much as $10 million.)

Are they really Pollocks? In the end, unfortunately, even after the foundation renders its opinion and the works go on view for a curious public, the answer may end up being no more than a definite maybe - leaving them in a limbo that perhaps only disputed works by Andy Warhol and Salvador Dalí can rival in modern art.

~excerpt, New York Times, May 29, 2005

Portraits from my show.

Saturday 28

Continuing to think. Early this morning I saw this:

I looked through some older journal entries and came across the following:

I have been thinking a great deal recently of Jouke and Daniel-Henry Kahnweiller (1884-1979). Jouke, because he continues to  inspire me to think more deeply about the vision for BirchLane and Kahnweiler because he was one of the major gallery owners of the 20th century. An artist (Alaina Burri-Stone) recently asked me if she could trust my eye so here are a few words to address this topic--my eye. I have been thinking about Kahnweiler, the German-born French art dealer, collertor, writer and art publisher--a key figure to modern art because the internet, BirchLane has opened a new world of possibilities for me; the site, the magazine, and assorted other printed material. Kahnweiler's first gallery opened in 1907 when he bought works by the completely unknown artists Derain and Vlaminck at the Salon des Independants, and by Van Dongen and Braque. In the same year he met Picasso, in 1908 Gris and 1910 Leger. 1912-14 he contracted the 4 great Cubists: Braque, Gris, Leger and Picasso. Kahnweiler was one of the earliest supporters of Cubism and its most effective spokeman (through his Der Weg sum Kubismus, 1912-20). He wrote the major monograph on J. Gris (1943) and was also an important art publisher, the 1st to published the writings of Apollinaire, Jocob, Masson, among more than 40 titles.

Continuing to think this makes sense; if not BirchLane, Studio 19 as incubator and publisher. This past year I have shown some interesting, if not powerful art. What next?

Jeff Bridges photos on the set of Terry Gilliam's new film, Tideland.

Friday 27

Good Things. Today: received my first paycheck from Greniers; I was hired to shoot a wedding in August; (kt, ph)

Thursday 26

Reminders to Self.

1. I'm not responsible for my photographs. Photography is not documentary, but intuition, a poetic experience. It's drowning yourself and then sniff, sniff, sniff--being sensitive to coincidence. You can't go looking for it; you can't want it, or you won't get it. First you must lose your self. Then it happens.

~Henri Cartier-Bresson

2. I never look for a photograph. The photograph finds me and says, "I'm here!" and I say, "Yes I see you. I hear you."

~Ruth Bernhard

3. I think I can work around 60 hours per week at Greniers taking portraits starting in about one week; this is good.

Wednesday 25

Out to Pasture. Is there information in my resume that might suggest I would enjoy telemarketing? No, there is not. So why have the last two interviews I have had have been for telemarketing positions? The posted advertisements did not speak of telemarketing; if they had, I would not applied. In fact, the information in my resume suggests major account sales, face-to-face consultations, and public speaking. I am going out to pasture.

Tuesday 24

A Conversation. Tomorrow I have an interview at The Option Institute. I had applied to be its marketing director two years ago and was never called in for an interview. Tomorrow's interview (I like to think of these as conversations) is for its sales manager spot.

 

Monday 23

The Big Project.  What began as a small painting project (the bathroom) has blossomed into a big painting project; loft walls are large.

Today I worked on the photos for the Windows Easthampton project. Four images of Mt. Tom: Spring, Summer, Winter, Fall. Come Friday--on display at Easthampton Savings Bank.

A friend writes to me today about my photographs:

capturing what's beyond vision. not all are aware or able.

And another:

Thank you for sharing your beauty with us every day.......I look forward to your posts each day. You've taught me to search for the sublime in everything I see.

I looked at photos of the house on Birch Lane today. I felt sad. I miss the front porch. I miss family. I miss the rituals of that life. I wonder if I suffer from nostalgia.

Sunday 22

Katharine. One of my first internet friends and the very first (besides Jouke) to show an interest in my art and search for truth and beauty. She was

Saturday 21

Painting.

"The most beautiful thing we can experience
is the mysterious; it is the source
of all true art and science."

~Albert Einstein

Friday 20

The Prom.  Not a Starling pictured but: all day from sunrise to sunset the Starling out my window comes and goes; a worm held in her beak she swoops under the roof and the baby birds chirp--I hear them every five or ten minutes. This is the music of the day. All day.

Thursday 19

Poetry. I am thinking of Clarissa; not the woman (I don't think I know a Clarissa.) but the novel by Samuel Richardson. Tennyson affectionately called the novel a "large still book." And I am thinking of it today not so much as a series of letters that convey moral instructions that tell a story; rather I am reminded tonight how e-mail/internet communications tell a story. Last night, for example, a new internet friend called and left a message on my answering machine; a beautiful poem. A few lines:

the glowing sting of a cold day

to pull away the heavy wet layers

while reading her favorite book

as the winter landscape turned
electric blue in the fading day

Wednesday 18

Lighting. I have learned more about lighting techniques the past few days in training to shoot portraits at the studio than I have in the past year.

Tuesday 17

I am happy with this:

Monday 16

Friday's Upcoming Prom. I will be shooting this by myself.

Katharine:

Sunday 15

Discovery. In today's news:

A trove of 32 previously unknown works by abstract art icon Jackson Pollock has been discovered by a family friend, who said on Friday he would like them to tour internationally and be studied by art historians.

Alex Matter, a filmmaker who knew Pollock from childhood, said the collection was among the possessions of his late parents, who were long associated with Pollock and his wife Lee Krasner.

Matter said that about two years ago he stumbled upon the soot-covered artworks wrapped in brown paper since 1958. They had been first stored in a Manhattan boiler room and then, he said, for nearly three decades in a warehouse in East Hampton, Long Island, not far from where Pollock had his studio and was killed in car crash in 1956.

The works included 22 of the artist's drip paintings and two enamels on paper, he said. The rest, all on board, are unfinished and experimental works that might show how Pollock explored the order of laying down colors.

Pollock created the works from 1946 and 1949 when he was largely unknown. It was about 1946 when the artist decided to abandon the uses of paint brushes, focusing instead on his emerging technique of dripping and pouring paint.

Matter, 63, declined to estimate the value of the works, saying that could only be determined by the market. Last May a painting by Pollock sold for a record $11.65 million at an auction by Christie's in New York.

According to a note placed with the works by Matter's father, Pollock created the art in the elder Matter's studio near the present-day United Nations.

Matter said he wanted the works to tour museums internationally next year, the 50th anniversary of Pollock's death, but then mostly remain in his family's possession. They would be available for art historians to study.

"I just think very few (of Pollock's) paintings of that period are being shown," he said in the Mark Borghi gallery in Manhattan where three of the paintings, all multicolored swirls, were being shown to the media.

"They are right before his prolific period between 1950 and 1953. And what paintings there are in 1947, 1948 and 1949, the collections and the museums tend to hold onto because they are so rare," he said.

Pollock burst onto the art scene in an early 1950s Life magazine spread showing him pouring and dripping paint on a canvas on a floor. The new works could shed light on Pollock's working process, including perhaps insight into the order in which he laid down colors.

Matter said he announced the discovery this week after an authentication process had been completed.

Three of the paintings have the initials JP. The works were authenticated by Ellen Landau, a Pollock art historian who has curated exhibits of his work.

And in today's New York Times:

Rule No. 1: Avoid the Same Old Song and Dance

THE opening night of last month's "Masters of African-American Choreography" festival sold out at the 1,132-seat Eisenhower Theater at the Kennedy Center. And only one ticket went unsold for the remaining four performances, said Michael Kaiser, the president of the center. Even Mr. Kaiser, who will be honored tomorrow by the Danspace Project at St. Mark's Church in New York for his long service to dance, admits to astonishment.

But it wasn't his first such success. He has also helped to revitalize arts institutions like the Kansas City Ballet, the Royal Opera House in London, the Alvin Ailey American Dance Theater and the Dance Theater of Harlem. He recently shared a few of the lessons he's learned along the way and discussed how New York dance companies - now starting their spring season but not yet emerged from a post-Sept. 11 slump - can pack the house the way the Kennedy Center did.

1. PACKAGING, PACKAGING, PACKAGING. "I always try to think in ways that both enlighten but also excite the audience," Mr. Kaiser said. "Not just say, 'O.K., here's a week of performances by So-and-So.' " In the case of the Kennedy Center festival, that approach yielded 17 modern dance companies from around the country in programs intended to display the contributions of black choreographers and performers to American dance history. "I think that approach gets people to come," he continued, "to this festival or our Sondheim festival or a Tennessee Williams festival. The sense that there is some curation going on."

2. CREATE AN IDENTITY. "I don't believe that every program has to be themed," Mr. Kaiser said. "But I think there are two ways of helping sell. One is to do something that's thematic. The other, which I believe in very strongly, is creating an overall identity, a very strong and positive identity, for your organization."

Most dance companies focus their efforts on selling "next week's season," he said. "That's almost too late. I've always wanted, with the organizations that I've run, to create an excitement, a real institutional identity, around those organizations."

"You can do it at different levels of volume," he went on. "When I ran the Kansas City Ballet I couldn't get the kind of coverage I could get for Ailey, but I got a local TV station to cover us. I did a series of lectures for potential board members and donors that got people excited. We had stories in Dance magazine and Ballet Review. We negotiated a tour to New York City, which we then promoted in Kansas City. I believe every organization can do a better job of this. Most spend no time focusing on that kind of marketing."

3. INVITE PEOPLE, ONE AT A TIME. "Every organization should make a list of the several hundred people they'd like to attract to performances," Mr. Kaiser said, "then periodically throughout the year send information to these people, like reviews from on tour. All this is additive. It's about continuing to influence the people who you think are potential ticket buyers and donors."

4. FORM PARTNERSHIPS. "Have interesting guest artists and collaborations," Mr. Kaiser said. "Small companies can collaborate with museums, galleries, educational institutions and other kinds of performing arts organizations.

"Perform at high-visibility events. Find ways to create a visibility in the community. But it all has to fall in with what you're trying to accomplish artistically. It's about a relentless conception of how to make people excited about what you do."

5. USE WHAT YOU HAVE. It is also important, Mr. Kaiser said, to identify and play to your strengths. He talked of working with one small New York ballet company directed by a popular teacher whose students included a large number of "young middle-aged women."

"We couldn't afford marketing," he said. "So we brought all the ladies together and said if they each sold 20 tickets to the season they'd get a free ticket to the opening-night gala. The 'ticket ladies' sold out the season, basically, and it cost nothing. Every organization has something, and you try to figure out how to use that asset."

6. A PICTURE IS WORTH A LOT OF WORDS. "Dance companies do a very bad job of picking their images," Mr. Kaiser said. "They typically pick images that speak to their core audience and to themselves. If I see one more ballerina on point in arabesque, with a bun, it's going to kill me."

When he was working with American Ballet Theater, he recalled, the company chose a poster photo of Vladimir Malakhov almost bent over himself in midair. "I focus on people in the air," Mr. Kaiser said. "I typically focus on men, because women buy more tickets." Even better, he said slyly, if the men are not wearing much and have beautiful bodies.

"I'm not trying to cheat or fool the audience," he continued. "But there's so much excitement to dance. And we don't communicate that so well in our photography. My most loyal ticket buyer is going to come anyway. I'm trying to entice my marginal ticket buyer, to communicate the aspects of dance that we think are critical to what we do. A lot of it has to do with excitement and physicality and remarkable movement. And that attracts people."

7. REACH OUT. Another Kaiser rule is not to rely on core audiences. New, small companies often overestimate their popularity after playing to enthusiastic friends in small downtown studio theaters. Even major troupes must enlist new audiences, as Ailey did successfully when it began to advertise in New York subways.

"Not everyone," he said teasingly, "reads The Times."

~by Jennifer Dunning

I finished painting the bathroom:

Saturday 14

Prom Two. Frontier Regional at The Garden House in Look Park:

Friday 13

Prom One. Gateway Regional at The Sheraton in Springfield.

Thursday 12

Rhythm. A friend writes to me today:

I am inspired by a courageous quality I have seen growing in you the past year: I can only describe it as self-affirming

Two more:

Wednesday 11

"The journal is a record of experience and growth,
 not a preserve of things well done or said."

~ Thoreau

Tuesday 10

This Time Last Year.

"There is more treasure in books than in all the pirates' loot on Treasure Island...
and best of all, you can enjoy these riches every day of your life."

~ Walt Disney

Monday 09

Begin Here.

Here I read:

we have been are and will continue to be participating in a holistic artistic altruistic optimistic endeavor to express the matter fully - to fully materialize the expression - the impression - of what it could be like in a world of wonder peace and plenty and how it manifests in each home and heart - envision what it would be like - WHAT WOULD IT BE LIKE - and focus on each step towards it - commit to the creative - commit to serve as the clear channel for truth love and lightening.........

It is there in the clouds: the four horseman of the apocalypse. All we can do is love the people we are with and the people we meet; live life fully moment by moment--("Absolute attention is prayer;" Simone Weil)--make coffee, make art, create peace and harmony, be astonished, give give give give give ("Give, and it will be given to you: good measure, pressed down, shaken together, and running over will be put into your bosom. For with the same measure that you use, it will be measured back to you;" Luke, 6:38).

A friend from Live Journal is featured in this week's The New Yorker:

Populated by hundreds of nameless characters, Diane Arbus’s portraits Populated by hundreds of nameless characters, Diane Arbus’s portraits conjure infinite imaginary biographies. Ever since the Metropolitan Museum opened its retrospective of Arbus’s photographs, in March, her subjects have been turning up to give their own versions of their lives, an occurrence that is as illuminating and curious as a man in a red turban surfacing at a Van Eyck exhibit. There’s the peroxided wife, for instance, in “A Family on Their Lawn One Sunday in Westchester, N.Y., 1968,” who has been in touch with the museum and is planning a visit. “Child with a Toy Hand Grenade in Central Park, N.Y.C., 1962,” is living up to his excitable reputation: numerous people have come forward, claiming to be the boy in the picture. “Identical Twins, Roselle, N.J., 1967,” still dress alike, but their once black hair is permed and tinted strawberry blond. They’ve taken to haunting the galleries, answering questions and posing in front of the photograph that Arbus made when they were children.

“I often wonder how many of us there are,” Lorna Anton, the subject of “A Young Waitress at a Nudist Camp, N.J., 1963,” said recently, speaking from her home, in Pensacola, Florida. Anton’s portrait—which shows her wearing nothing but a silver hairband and a starched white demi-apron—was taken at Sunshine Park, a preserve run by the American Sunbathing Association on more than a hundred acres of piney woods near the township of May’s Landing. From 1961 to 1965, Anton and her parents and her younger brother lived there, in a double-wide trailer with a sign out front that her father had carved to depict four blue jays.

“Arbus came into the dining hall and had a soda,” Anton recalled. “She asked if I had a break coming up, and I said, ‘O.K.,’ not thinking anything really, not that I was destined to be hallmarked as an icon. I was almost thirteen, just at that moment of change, when I was becoming a woman, and here was somebody who was actually very interesting and took an interest in me and wanted to have a photograph, and I thought, Well, O.K., that’s cool.”

It was July, a hot day, so the two walked outside. Lore has it that Arbus often went naked with her nudist subjects, but in Sunshine Park she did not do as the Sunshine Parkers did. (As Anton remembered it, Arbus remained in a tank top and shorts, escaping the sobriquet “cottontail.”) “I said, ‘Well, how do you want me?’ ”Anton recalled. “And she said, ‘Just put your weight on your right leg and put your other leg forward a bit’ ”—a stance that, in the resulting image, emphasizes a nasty cut on Anton’s front shin. “Then she said, ‘Just kind of look over my shoulder,’ which I did. She took maybe one or two shots, and then she said thank you and we smiled and off she went.” The print that Arbus chose shows the dining hall and, in the middle of the frame, Anton—a Kritios boy with blond, teased hair and nubby breasts. Her restive expression seems to issue a challenge. “There were so many things that interested me in life, and so many things that I wanted to do,” Anton explained. “I really was feeling, I think, that I was about to enter on a quest.”

Anton made little of the encounter until, several years later, she and her parents received a large manila envelope with a typewritten letter. “The Museum of Modern Art in New York City is arranging a show of my work and I would like to ask your permission to display a photograph of Lorna which I took of her in Sunshine Park in 1963,” Arbus wrote. “I am enclosing a print of the photo for you to keep. This is a great honor for me and would be a great honor for Lorna as well.” (Anton reread the letter so many times that she committed it to memory.)

By then, the nudist idyll was coming to an end. SPF was replacing baby oil and iodine, and Anton and her family had moved to a split-level house in May’s Landing proper. “With puberty comes modesty,” Anton said. Furthermore, the family-centered postwar ethos of nudism had given way to a more libertine strain. (In 1948, the New York Post columnist Earl Wilson wrote, of a visit to Sunshine Park, “If your wife wears a nightgown at breakfast, don’t cuss her. Congratulate her. I looked rather thoroughly at these nude women and believe me . . .”; in 1963, the film “Have Figure, Will Travel” chronicled the exploits of three bachelorettes on a yacht tour of the Eastern Seaboard’s clothing-optional camps.) Together, Anton and her parents discussed the merits of participating. “My father said, ‘Well, there will be a certain amount of notoriety. Do you want to do this?’ ” Anton said. “I slept on it and woke up and said yes.”

The ensuing years of Anton’s life have been, like anyone’s, mundane and extraordinary: war protests, marriage, parenthood; pottery, medieval reënactments, health problems. For years, Anton kept her Arbus in a safe-deposit box, but when business debts mounted, in the nineties, she sold the print to a broker in San Francisco. (Last month, a print of the Anton portrait went for a hundred and thirty-eight thousand dollars at Sotheby’s.) The Met show has got her thinking about the golden days of May’s Landing. “I miss the wonderful environs of the park,” she said. “It ran along the Great Egg Harbor River, a tidal river. The water was the color of root beer, from the cedar trees, and we were always finding arrowheads and axe heads and chips of flint, because the Lenni-Lenape Indians had lived along those banks. There was black clay along the banks. We used to goof around and rub our legs in it and say, ‘Oh, I’m having a mud bath!’ ”

"Where Are They Now"
By Lauren Collins

 

I love Live Journal: today I received two paintings from an LJ friend--gifts!--and then read this:

Written on the side of a Planet Aid donation bin:

Jesus Saves

Written underneath it in a different handwriting:

Moses Invests

And a friend at Scholastic sent me a Magic School Bus book.

Sunday 08

Mom. Mommy. Mother. Today is Mother's Day. I woke early again; five or a few minutes after five and I could see a car or two driving down Rt. 141 in the early morning gray paleness. I wanted to sleep; last night included an art opening here in Eastworks at Luke's studio and then poetry and Kim Gordon and Thurston Moore at The Apollo Grill; and people from the opening wanting to see my loft and me showing it to them. I didn't go to church and felt guilty for not going; I cherish the hour spent there every Sunday but I woke tired--and early--and spent the morning editing the photos for my exhibition at Easthampton Savings Bank and here at Studio 19. Craving bacon with my eggs, I was at Big E's as soon as it opened, hurried home, fried five slices and made home-fries, an English Muffin and two scrambled eggs---and then after finishing with breakfast I felt like a stuffed pig.

I always miss my mother. And I always miss her more on Mother's Day. And today, I miss Betsy, too; family. Things change. Every Mother's Day I look back at today I see the kids and I buying a plant at Ryan Road School for Betsy. And we would hide it next to the garage and then on Sunday morning place it on the front porch; sometimes we would hang it; some years it lived well into the autumn and some years it died; some years we would find a hummingbird at its flowers.

It is evening now. Mozart is on the radio.

Arise, then, women of this day! Arise all women who have hearts, whether our baptism be that of water or of fears!

Say firmly: "We will not have great questions decided by irrelevant agencies. Our husbands shall not come to us, reeking with carnage, for caresses and applause. Our sons shall not be taken from us to unlearn all that we have been able to teach them of charity, mercy and patience."

We women of one country will be too tender of those of another country to allow our sons to be trained to injure theirs. From the bosom of the devastated earth a voice goes up with our own. It says "Disarm, Disarm! The sword of murder is not the balance of justice."

Blood does not wipe our dishonor nor violence indicate possession. As men have often forsaken the plow and the anvil at the summons of war, let women now leave all that may be left of home for a great and earnest day of counsel. Let them meet first, as women, to bewail and commemorate the dead.

Let them then solemnly take counsel with each other as to the means whereby the great human family can live in peace, each bearing after their own time the sacred impress, not of Caesar, but of God.

In the name of womanhood and of humanity, I earnestly ask that a general congress of women without limit of nationality may be appointed and held at some place deemed most convenient and at the earliest period consistent with its objects, to promote the alliance of the different nationalities, the amicable settlement of international questions, the great and general interests of peace.

Julia Ward Howe wrote this in Boston in 1870, as a response to the devastation of the American Civil War. The goal was the creation of an international mother's day of activism for peace, to draw mothers together from every around a common purpose -- refusing to allow their sons and husbands to be ripped away to serve in the war machine. For three decades, rallies were held on Mother's Day for Peace. In the early 20th century, the florist industry waged a successful campaign to have the meaning of Mother's Day changed, so that it became a day where we show our appreciation for our mothers with a bouquet of flowers.

Saturday 07

It is completed. I have an appointment on Monday at Greniers. And looking at files and files of photos trying to determine what images to exhibit at Easthampton Savings and what  images to show here at Studio 19.

Friday 06

"And Then What Happened?"

Today I remembered how I loved science fiction when I was a child and thus this image below. I also thought to myself (what with Mother's Day right around the corner) what a great mom Betsy is and saw her out on the front lawn helping Danielle to become a better softball pitcher.

Sometimes in their chanting, monks will land upon a note and sing it in florid fashion, one syllable of text for fifty notes of chant. Mellisma, they call it.

Living a melismatic life in imitation of plain chant we may stop on an experience, a place, a person, or a memory and rhapsodize in imagination. Some like to meditate or contemplate melismatically, while others prefer to draw, build, paint, or dance whatever their eye has fallen upon.

Living one point after another is one form of experience and it can be emphatically productive but stopping for melisma gives the soul its reason for being


~Thomas Moore

Thursday 05

Missing.

Wednesday 04

MASSMoCA.

Tuesday 03

News. My photographs are going to be featured and on display at Easthampton Savings Bank; more about this as I learn more.

Soon after I photographed the sunrise this morning, I discovered Lulu.

I came upon the great work of a Karen Kuehn today.

Monday 02

An Idea. Why not? Jennifer, of "For the Health of It," could be the chef for private parties for which I rent my space.

MASS MoCA Studio 19 offers some of the most dramatic and creative spaces in Berkshire County Hampshire County to host receptions or other special events. Selecting MASS MoCA Studio 19 as a special event site for your party, celebration, or business dinner is a unique way to support MASS MoCA Studio 19 while ensuring that your event has a distinctive cultural dimension. MASS MoCA Studio 19 provides a seasoned professional support staff who ensure that every detail reflects your own unique style and personality.

Thinking about squirrels.

Late this afternoon:

Sunday 01

One Year Later. I still hang my hat (s) at Studio 19 in Eastworks in Easthampton, Massachusetts.

When I look out the windows, I still see the mountain range.

When I walk on The Manhan Rail Trail, I still find beauty.

When I stop to see, I discover dream worlds. Tesia, of Suze Co here in Eastworks, is making a small book of my photographs for the upcoming Stationary Show in NYC. Holding the images in her hands, she said, "Bruce, your work is very beautiful and surreal."